strange thing I feel
I'm in loooovvvvvvveeeeee.....haha, yeah right, like I'd even dare write about THAT on my blog!
No, a curious thing happens just before something big happens in my life. Perhaps an anxious feeling, or a "oh boy, something big's gonna happen" - it's like my stomach does a little flip or has a knot in it. I feel kinda numb, yet with a heightened sense of alertness and nervous energy. So, it's very hard to sit at my desk and be still, but I've been quite productive at the same time. Yet, this happens every time and I get to about 2-5 days before the "big event" and I just want that day to be here.
I think it's all the details that have to work out in order to carry out a big event, and me not really having control over the various details, knowing that what I enter is unknown with unknown possibilities and hoping I'll be able to handle things soundly.
But usually, when I finally get settled on the airplane, the knot unties and then I discover I'm STARVING, which I suppose is okay, because then I don't complain as much about the airline food. So, needless to say, I know I'm hungry right now, but there isn't much that sounds good to my knotted stomach.
That said, I'm nearing my date of departure, and quite excited about it. Hoping for an amazing time in jolly ol England, praying God holds me steady as I'm sure heart-strings will be tugged in many directions in the course of the next couple weeks, thrilled to be flying somewhere again!
Have I mentioned I love travelling Internationally?! :-)
posted by FaithChristine @ 16:13
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