lessons in satisfaction
As I reflect on this month of more focused and intentional learning about satisfaction, I see that God's been busy in my heart and life.I've been working hard this month to look to Him alone for my satisfaction, to make a concerted effort to run harder to Him, to desire Him first and most. It's been challenging, battling my own heart and desires in order to place Christ at the center...and I don't think I've "got it down" by any means, but reflecting on this month, I see that I have grown and developed more of a habit to turn to Him first, even in the midst of many other desires that are very strong. And even though sometimes I don't "feel" satisfied in Him, I have learned how to better look to Him for that satisfaction I so need and desire, and I continue to wait and trust.
And as I've grown, I also sense how satan doesn't like that I'm seeking God more, and has often dragged me down with discouragement and distraction. And also, as I've cultivated my desire for God, other (valid and real) desires have grown stronger as well, which heightens the intensity of this journey and battle I face.
So it's been a hard but good month. I know fighting to keep Christ at the center will be a lifelong effort, but I feel I have learned some important lessons on finding my satisfaction in Him. The battle's definitely not over; I'm still going to run hard toward Him, but I'm looking forward to what will come as a result of this growth. And I'm pondering what June might hold in terms of intentional effort toward spiritual growth...
posted by FaithChristine @ 09:00
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